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Stop AIDS in Children

Monday, September 20, 2004 by Billy

I saw the moon when I was dead


I saw the moon when I was dead
How did you survive in heaven?
A song perhaps
of water rushing backwards
and time forgiving itself
What will be is fate only
and rainbows
I cried 12 lifetimes
and saw the moon come up
It was only yesterday
carvoting with beasts
Oh dear
Massage the underbelly
of war machines
tweaking popular tv

Billy Jno hope

Wednesday, September 08, 2004 by Billy

dust on agitate

there's nothing here
suckless saliva
shackled teeth
burning chrome
just reward
i shatter

billy jno hope

Friday, September 03, 2004 by Billy

Dream_World






With an eager look on his handsome youthful face Vertigo eased into dream mode with

minimal effort. Lately it was all he had done aside from attending school and

nodding out halfway through boring lectures. The dreamscape was fabulous. He

possessed power there beyond his wildest imagination. Almost anything he imagined he

could conjure. He could hardly wait to bring Mantra to this alternate universe. She

would be blown away when she experienced the future.

A vast desert opened up before him. Overhead a screaming blue sky rendered its holy

scorching judgment. In the past he would have altered this introduction just for the

sake of altering it. This time something forced him to lay back. Instinctively he

knew he had to let the dream take total control. When the little wooden house

suddenly appeared ten feet ahead of him he didn’t hesitate. It was the dream’s

epicenter and he ran towards it.


He entered an empty house except for one small wooden chair and a 15inch black and

white television. As usual this proverbial oasis kept out the desert heat. He sat

down to wait, and contemplate his relationship with Mantra. A smile slowly

enlightened his hard features. She was the most talented and determined cybernetic

engineer he knew. Either she would create a sentient cyborg or be destroyed trying.

In the dreamscape it would be possible for her to accomplish this in mere seconds.

The television blinked on suddenly with a most disturbing image. He flew up from the

chair, straight out of the dream..

They sat in the coffee shop silent, staring at the rain. People ran to buses. Dusk

groomed itself in the shadows. He spoke up again.

“You should come and see it Mantra, it looks bad I think it is real.”

“ I can’t leave my work, you know how it is,” she exclaimed. Beautiful bangs of hair

framed her Slavic features.

“ I won’t make the dream last forever.”

“ That’s just it, it is a dream, just a dream.” He looked grieved.

“ Well come then, you have nothing to lose, I will guide you.” She smiled and took

his hand. He smiled and stared into the rain.

“I am not staying long,”

They practiced rigorously for a whole week and then she was ready to experience the

future. He undressed and closed his eyes. She did the same on the adjacent bed.

They started breathing deeply, blocking out all extraneous stimuli, and concentrating

fiercely to enter the dream world. Thirty seconds later they plunged into a raging

river in the alternate reality.

“Shit we’re gonna drown.”

“Don’t worry I will fix that.” And he did like God spinning the planets on his little

finger. She gasped at the new desert reality. He didn’t smile or frown. He just

started walking towards the house he was certain that would appear.

She sat on the wooden chair staring at the television with a look of horror on her

beautiful face. He stood behind her expressionless, unmoving. They had turned down

the sound. You could hear the desert whistling. A robot dominated the screen. A

long electronic ray of red light extending from its proboscis charred Mantra’s flesh

beyond recognition. Later the lab erupted in a mass conflagration. The screen

became blank and he heard Mantra’s muffled cries. He massaged her shoulders and

waited.

She spoke without standing up or turning around.

“ I can never go back can I?”

“ No if you want to live you have to dream forever,” he replied. She trembled under

his touch. He opened his mouth but nothing came out. The television had awakened

suddenly again. Another disquiet. A man surrounded by hungry vultures in a vast

desert under an unforgiving sun.

Billy Jno Hope 2002

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