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Stop AIDS in Children

Friday, February 16, 2007 by Billy

Carnival Was A Slave


Saw it through the eyes of God. Watched it bleed in the fields of hate and economics.

Heard the music that was denied release. You must have dreamed a million beats.

Beaten. Crushed. They tortured you for pagan myth. Writhing on the rack you strangled your God given music.

Black protected you. Nurtured your seed in his cunning brutal silence. Created calypso for every anguished howl. You healed him and he fed you.

Enough is a tragic word. The sky falls before time kills the pain and sometimes the horror outwits time. You broke free four hundred years later. When lesser evil had eaten enough.

I heard an abolitionistic whisper that quickly exploded into bacchanalia. Out of his beautiful wounded spirit Black unleashed you upon an unsuspecting astonished necropolis. And nothing stayed the same again.

Black still feeds you. He awakens you on hungry soul days when the beat and rhythm needs a rekindle.

Monday, February 12, 2007 by Billy

Toy Gun


We made Christmas in our own image. Invented it in the palace of decadence. Sold it to the children with the fantasy of toy guns. She brought the fantasy home. Bought it on Christmas eve from pagan vendors.

I gripped the gun and went insane. Pointed it at the hood imitating gang bangers.
I backed off my shirt like a Compton blood fiend. The piece felt manic in my hands. It felt real like scarface blasting Colombians in that last impressive scene. I preened and posed with my toy. She photographed me tempting police.

Every illusion dissipates. Mine vanquished when Christmas had fled back into boutiques and warehouses. I watched the photos with half concealed embarrassment. A gangsta toy gun fiend never gets out alive.

One week after Christmas a neighborhood friend placed a real gun in my hands. Sorry but I was not impressed. It felt alien. I pointed the 38 and felt not a twinge of arousal. He trembled when I caressed the trigger. He didn't have to.

So am back with my toy firing imaginary bullets. A debate rages on the island about the dangers of toy guns. They are frightened because the guns look so real. They want the government to ban the guns.

Each to his illusion I say as I press my gun against my temple.

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